My Fault

So this poem just came to me while I was trying to fall asleep and I figured I better write it down or else I would not have slept all night. It truly amazes me, what can come to a person at any point during a day. Well here it goes, hope you enjoy.

My Fault
The anger I feel is my fault,
I have come to realize that.
I've put you on a pedestal,
And expected too much,
It's a new world, I know that.
The anger I feel is petty to most,
But it is fueled by love.
Love is passionate.
It keeps my life running,
And that's not a good thing always.
Don't get me wrong,
I wanna love,
I do love,
but I need to be careful.
I should probably take you down from that pedestal.
You're just an ordinary person to most,
but nonetheless, special to me.
I always wish you the best,
You deserve the best,
I am the BEST.
I'm not expecting the classic Hollywood ending,
But I can dream.
And ultimately, that is what I will do.

Hope you enjoyed, this is the first poem I've let the world see, it may seem depressing, but I write from personal experience, along with witnessed experience. Well so long to all, may your dreams come true.